What's going on? Why is my life a mess? I have a hectic work schedule this week. Year 2009 is around the corner. I need to review whatever had been done in this year. Submission deadline for new year planning is coming over to me, and i'm still cracking my head for next year budget. I'm tired and here i am for a break.
On the other hand, being in love brings with it many powerful emotions. We all know that magic feeling of falling in love. However have you noticed unexplained changes of mood? Perhaps being over happy at times, and at other times very depressed or tearful? My case is, it may due to we are both so busy with day-to-day living that we have begun to neglect each other.
I seem to hope and hope for something that isn't there, and my biggest fear right now is that i'm going to let this drag on and on without ever having any positive response from him. I'm just afraid of looking like a fool again, if that's the case. See my dilemma?
That's enough for me, i would just put it a side from now on. I know, letting go of my troubles is a beautiful thing. Really, what is the worst thing that could happen? I learn something about myself, about him, and relationship that will carry me forward in my quest for balance. It's more than enough i think...
2 comments:
Your holiday is around the corner. Take the chance to have a break from all this and try to clear your head.
Don't put too much pressure on yourself. Learn how to relax and de-stress. You can't achieve anything if you are not at your best performance.
Prioritize and know what is important for you in life right now. Then you will know what to do next and if there's any sacrifice to be made?
You're way too young to be thinking of all this. Enjoy life~!
Hi Story Teller,
If you say young, i don't think i'm young enough to afford for waste time. Someone once told me, never ever change your goals but the way of achieving. It's very true. And i was told the theory of give & take some times ago also.
I somehow wonder how people usually define "Enjoy Life"? Some might say just do whatever as you like; the others might say fully utilize the time with meaningful things.
Well, it seems i'm looking for both. However i understand, some times we may not get all the things that we want.
In this case, i think i will just put it at the back of my mind, no expectation from now onward.
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